Just sitting here scoffing some chocolate. Yup.
I have a lot of things that I could say right now. Um. Umumum. I don't know. I just feel very unfulfilled right now. Like I could be much happier. I want to do something meaningful. I want to... I actually really want to cry right now. I feel like I have tears welling up behind my eyes and they wont come out. It probably doesn't help that I've been listening to like the saddest song in my life ever. You know when you identify with a song and you feel like it was written for your situation? Ugh. Just. Jesus Christ.
I know this is not a very happy post but I'm allowed one of those every once in a while.
I wish I were back home. England is great but I miss New Zealand. I miss my people. All of you. So much. How am I going to survive at university? I'll be wanting to come back to Feilding every five minutes.
I have had way too much chocolate.
I just drew a reindeer wearing a santa hat and sunglasses.
And now he's smoking a cigarette.
Oh look it's 23:23.
I think it's time for bed now.
ahhh rosie dont worry judt keep thinking you are coming home soon and it will be easyer we all miss you i mean we meantioned you about 100 times today and i was only there for half the tme and think while you in uni you can come home on the weekends and we will let you in on all the plans you will only be a little way away
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