Everything is FUBAR

Ohh stupid stupid life. I'm sick! I have a stupid cold, and I actually want to go to school tomorrow. If I feel better I will but right now I feel like crap. I've been sneezing and coughing non stop for the last two days. I finished an entire book in that time (The Long Walk by Richard Bachman (Stephen King) and today I started and am 100 pages into The Running Man, also by Bachman.
Today I got out of bed at 2PM (no shit) because I was reading for hours, only to be met by Mum (not even a hello) who told me to do my homework, clean my room, do the washing and clean the kitchen. I did all of this (apart from one half of my History homework) and spent the rest of the day in bed, feeling sorry for myself.

I just really badly want to get out of the house, even if that means going to school. At least I get to see my friends. Over the past two weeks I've been having these nagging feelings that no one in this house wants me here. They just want to ship me off to Uni ASAP. I have to admit though, I'm having second thoughts about it. What if I fail and get kicked out? Then what will I do? Work at the Warehouse for the rest of my life and never travel anywhere? Fuck that.
If I don't get into Vic I'll work full-time for a year and then apply somewhere else, even if that is only a Tourism school or something

Anyway. I'm just waiting for Mum to finish cooking dinner so I can go in and make myself something. She's doing meatloaf. Eugh. I really do not feel like mince or any kind of red meat tonight, so I'm gonna make me some fish pieces and eat them in my room and watch The Simpsons and all new Family Guy.
Fuck school :(
I have to go though. There's so much stuff to do this term... D:

Time to post this and go now, I think. Only 20 mins on here and already I'm headachey.

:) xxxx.