well at least that is my memory
sunshine made my bare feet burn upon the road
far away we'd roam
I'd be howlin' song in the back seat
the boys would laugh and tease about my black feet
they'd tell stories that would warm my soul
Motorbikes and chrome
Jimmy could not wait to get home
Homebird sing
fly me high on an angel's wing
Homebird sing
leave out nothing tell me everything
Everywhere we went just looked the same to me
the skies were blue and the grass was green
I wonder how different I might see them now
yet I see them somehow
Through the fallen memories when that angel baby sings
Oh the little magic that a solo brings
making up songs and words and singin' from the soul
oh the stories told
none but him and Jimmy could know
Homebird sing
fly me high on an angel's wing
Homebird sing
leave out nothing tell me everything
-Homebird: Foy Vance.
I'm bored.
I really need something productive/fun to do. I've actually got a lot of homework (it's not fun but it is productive),. Oh. But it is 11.22PM. I should go.
That song up there is another Grey's Anatomy tune. Played it 30 times to far. No one I know really likes the music that I like. I mean, I do have a lot of popular bands on my iTunes, like Greenday and Fall Out Boy and PATD and Muse and stuff, but the songs that I really like are usually quite obscure.
I actually prefer it that way. I'd be so annoyed if someone got hold of Inara George or Thirteen Senses and made them mainstream, like what they did to Owl City. I even preferred it when C4 never played Florence and the Machine tracks except on Insomnia.
Oh never mind, you don't care.
What did I do today? Oh yeah, I slept in till 12.20PM. It was really annoying. I didn't mean to sleep that late. I just woke up and checked my phone and even though the sunlight made no sense (because at that time of the day sunlight bursts through the little window on the wall beside my bed) there was the time.
I had porridge.
I checked my stupid mail, meaning there was none.
I watched 8 episodes of the first season of Desperate Housewives, then watched the latest episode on tonight.
I watched the FINAL EVER episode (with this cast) of Skins (poor, poor Freddie).
And now I'm here.
So yay.
Also I can't see.
Being blind is really pissing me off. Why can't I have perfect vision like so many other people? Do you guys know how annoying it is to have to put contact lenses in every morning? Sure I could wear glasses, but they're yeugh.
And lately they've been doing this thing where every time I blink the one in my right eye moves upwards and then slowly slips back down again, so even when I am wearing them I still CAN'T SEE. Fuck.
AND Ellie and her friend used all the hot water, and I REALLY wanted a shower. AND it's cold. AND I'm hungry, but there's nothing to eat and even if there was it is kinda almost midnight.
And I'm sick of looking in the mirror some days and shuddering because I hate what I see, and it makes me worry that other people see it too. I just don't get it. I really don't get why some people like me. It really just blows my mind.
Why does whatshisname (I know his name, but I'm not telling) stare at me every time I go into Study? What, exactly, is wrong with him?
I know I usually start off with a light topic and then quickly and surely spin into emotional distress, but my blog is one of the only places where I can't vent and rant about my problems which, I know, are insignificant and silly and probably universal, but I'm gonna do it anyway.
Also I see that I have a new follower. Hi Jordan. You don't have to listen to me.
Whatever. I'm going. I have to go and find some food and get fatter and watch more Desperate Housewives and stay up until 2AM again.
Night :)
I really need something productive/fun to do. I've actually got a lot of homework (it's not fun but it is productive),. Oh. But it is 11.22PM. I should go.
That song up there is another Grey's Anatomy tune. Played it 30 times to far. No one I know really likes the music that I like. I mean, I do have a lot of popular bands on my iTunes, like Greenday and Fall Out Boy and PATD and Muse and stuff, but the songs that I really like are usually quite obscure.
I actually prefer it that way. I'd be so annoyed if someone got hold of Inara George or Thirteen Senses and made them mainstream, like what they did to Owl City. I even preferred it when C4 never played Florence and the Machine tracks except on Insomnia.
Oh never mind, you don't care.
What did I do today? Oh yeah, I slept in till 12.20PM. It was really annoying. I didn't mean to sleep that late. I just woke up and checked my phone and even though the sunlight made no sense (because at that time of the day sunlight bursts through the little window on the wall beside my bed) there was the time.
I had porridge.
I checked my stupid mail, meaning there was none.
I watched 8 episodes of the first season of Desperate Housewives, then watched the latest episode on tonight.
I watched the FINAL EVER episode (with this cast) of Skins (poor, poor Freddie).
And now I'm here.
So yay.
Also I can't see.
Being blind is really pissing me off. Why can't I have perfect vision like so many other people? Do you guys know how annoying it is to have to put contact lenses in every morning? Sure I could wear glasses, but they're yeugh.
And lately they've been doing this thing where every time I blink the one in my right eye moves upwards and then slowly slips back down again, so even when I am wearing them I still CAN'T SEE. Fuck.
AND Ellie and her friend used all the hot water, and I REALLY wanted a shower. AND it's cold. AND I'm hungry, but there's nothing to eat and even if there was it is kinda almost midnight.
And I'm sick of looking in the mirror some days and shuddering because I hate what I see, and it makes me worry that other people see it too. I just don't get it. I really don't get why some people like me. It really just blows my mind.
Why does whatshisname (I know his name, but I'm not telling) stare at me every time I go into Study? What, exactly, is wrong with him?
I know I usually start off with a light topic and then quickly and surely spin into emotional distress, but my blog is one of the only places where I can't vent and rant about my problems which, I know, are insignificant and silly and probably universal, but I'm gonna do it anyway.
Also I see that I have a new follower. Hi Jordan. You don't have to listen to me.
Whatever. I'm going. I have to go and find some food and get fatter and watch more Desperate Housewives and stay up until 2AM again.
Night :)
OMG SKINS :( NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeletebut i loved Cook.. "you don't know what I am.. I am Cook.. and you killed my best friend.."
honey, i know exactly what it's like to look in the mirror and hate it.. most people, I'd say, would. or at least teenage girls.
But you have no reason to hate what you see, honestly. You're so pretty. I actually get jealous.
have a *REALLY HUGE AND INTERNAL-ORGAN-CRUSHING HUG* !!!!!!!!!
I love that my fav songs are really obscure, because it makes me feel like I'm cool. xD
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