Tuesday, April 20, 2010

So.

What an eloquent title! Ah well, this isn't an important blog.

I'm downloading that game that Chrissy and Alex have been talking about lately, Maplestory. I didn't realize it would take so long, though... the download window says there's an hour and twenty minutes to go D: I made an account while waiting, and checked out the forums. My name on there is Bohdirama. Just in case anyone asks, the name is from two separate names (Bohdi and Rama) thrown together. They have no significance to anything whatsoever :D

Just in case I forget, someone please remind me to go to the Guidance Counselor tomorrow. Mum's been pressuring me to sort out stuff with what I'm doing after school :P I have no idea. I need to find out about allowances and residences and fees and when to apply and all sorts. It's so much! I wish I were, like, thooper thmart, so I could get a scholarship and just cruise on through.

But I'm not. I envy the people who pass everything so easily, who barely seem to study at all and yet ace everything. I hate having to try; I want everything to be attainable for someone like me.

If it were a perfect world, though, I'd have nothing to complain about. I think I'd miss complaining. Although that does depend on whose perfect world it was. I'd want rain every now and then. I'd want anger. I'd want something to break the monotony of not wanting anything. Wanting is like a primary human emotion. There's happy, there's sad, there's fear, and there's want.

"How do you feel?"
"WANT".

So that's all for today.
Here's one of my favourite book quotes: "And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."

Big prize for anyone who can tell me where it's from without looking it up :)

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