Today was a disappointing first day back. It felt sickeningly average. I'm not sure what I expected to happen, but it felt like I'd never left, that I'd had no two week long break. Suddenly it's all homework and class discussion.
All my classes were ordinary; we wrote and discussed and I thought about stuff and I caught up with people, though those conversations never lasted long.
Suddenly I just feel incredibly lonely.
No. That's a lie. I always feel lonely. It's all my fault. So stupid. Stupidstupidstupid.
I'm gonna tell myself to shut up now. I think I've had enough "woe is me" moments on this blog.
Who am I kidding? Those are the moments I'll probably always have the most of! :P
Guess that's all. G'night all :)
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